nothing more than nothing

hoho im back.
i just finish watching transformer at great world city
its almost fantastic and i love it
i watch with bebe ray and ty
bebe slim so much i cant believe
5kg of oil dropped
in just 2 weeks time
i cant wait for mine to happen

and oh god, the main actress is fucking chio
if im a weakling i would fucking nose bleed
she is fucking hot and sexy
what a body.
oh my she almost drive me mad in the show
thank godness i didnt show it.
hhaha

tml is lonely basketball again
boring cuz we dont got much ppl again
sad and disappointing again
no worries, treat it as a gathering
its better than nothing

oh well, im a fucking noob at monster hunter
what the fuck am i suppose to do in it?
i just started and its god damn boring
i dunno what i should do
the tutorial aint clear enough though
fuck it, im outty. time to sleep

oh my oh my
running running and running
how many round is this?
7 or 8? dont know or remember

fuck it, its the 2nd time i had gone running at 5am
i wonder if my stamina get slightly better or its the environment
i ran inside rather than the big round out
inside i can look around though i dont
there are lotsa people running at 5 am already
old folks i meant

each round is 800m.
i think i ran 8 rounds today
i think so, i guessed so

8 round x 800m = 6.4km

seems cool, i took 40 mins

so if i divide accordingly,

6400m / 40 min = 160m/min
2400m/160m = 15 min

so it will take me 15 min to complete 2.4
that is not fair, i know
but its bad enough.
disappointing

and whao, my mum say that woman is a maid!
damn she is fast and got stamina
she came later than us and i try to catch up
well i only decided to catch up at final few round
but somehow i did
but i think she is really fast
(clap clap)

i decided to follow her some other time
like some god damn stalker
but i think its better today
i didnt stop much neither did i walk much
at least i jog all the while.
im proud of it (slightly)

and oh damn it shit thing happen
i wore the new shoe to jog
but its too raw and it bit me
im having blister at the back of my feet
and my toes are giving ways
and telling me to walk a few feet less
but like i care?
hoho

yay!
later im going to take my new spects
which was meant for army.
i think i will like it more than my current one
i will get spects hook along with strap
not bra strap, spects strap
other than that, my other objective is to travel UOB
i wanna replace my current card
it cracked again. both cards
i hope to get new bank card
and a UOB debit mini
fuck it its CUTE (just like me)
OPPS sorry for being too honest

HAHAHAHA

am i an elephant?
why am i so fucking thick skin?
BUT WHO CARES?
i love being thick skin
cos i know my limits.

dont pray pray

whao i did so much shopping today
so much junk food
so much stuff and many other things

shoes
shorts
food
food
food
AND MORE FOOD!

haha what the fuck
i spend near to hundred today
lol haiz. nvm just save when im in army

now im watching the 18th hell thing again
its on channel U and i reco all to watch
its nice
i wanna go ther to visit it!
i wanna go "hell" and see before i go down =(

ANYWAY
i made "PAssion" card at henderson CC
and enquire bout CSC team
they need us down to register but i dont think i will go ba
yea then i go make spects
frame + lens for only 60.
its hella cheap i think, compare to how ex i used to do
and it will be done tml so i guess i wil drop by to take tml
woo. nice sexy black rectangle frame. lol -.-

oh yea, bout the PAssion card
it entitles me to BK 10% discount off ala carte only
and can whoever enligthen me what is ala carte?
i dunno. lol but fuck it
anyway then it gives certain discount and so
blah clah and dlah

MOST IMPORTANT
i can book chalet at ubin
its cool, cuz u can see monitor lizard run it.
oh well its what i saw before
so no worries guy, anyone wanna sleep there jus go
it is not meant as a warning HOHO

my ghost whisperer is at ep8
i dont really have the mood to "chase" after it
but i guess have to
and my mum made almond jelly.
i love it.
bah bah bah, im loving it
dot. ok. haha. i dot myself. lol

"final bullshit"
so i got my shoe
its nice, and its comfy
chaep too. 30 only
pointer basketball shoe
at penisula cuz they having "promo"
hopefully it can rekindle my love for basketball
=)

guess what? i am at mac bloggin now.
actually thought that i could enjoy the great aircon at mac
but the aircon is fcuking weak like some mother fucking pussy.
bth seh. kuku bird one.
feeling full now, jus ate the 2 dollar meal.
imma cheap man thus i love cheap meals.
whatever man who cares in the first place.

went running earlier on at 5am.
i regret runnign cuz i realise how lousy i am
i lost my stamina and speed
thanks to the oily, the fat, the fried
i ran for 40min on the clock,
but the fact is that i think i only ran for 25 min at most.
a total of 4 big rounds outside ganengseng and tiongbahru park
i stop every now and then to catch the breathe
and when i look at the shadow after i remove my shirt,
i can see the fats in the shadow.
darn im fat already and i hate it
no i must slim down if not i will lose the bet with ty
1st august we will see who is getting more fit

my leg is aching and soring now
the muscles seems to be begging me to let them go
cuz i hadnt strain them for so long
my toes hurt due to my sneakers.
i went running in sneakers instead of running shoe
simple reason, i dont have any
so when i get my basketball shoes,
i will wear it to run
and i am going to run everyday/morning now.

i dont love fats
i think im getting out of shape.
i cant run, cant jump and cant pull
disappointing is the only word i can use.
maybe my vocab aint wide enough thats why
whatever fucking reason i use, i know the fact myself

i thought i could leave it to army to train me
but if i dont do slight training now
prolly army wont even bother to train me
fuck man
and guess what i jus remember?
an aunty overtake me when im running.
i was like WHAT THE FUCK?

argh. saw a poor pussy jus now
hoho i dont mean pussy but i mean pussy
whatever u think
it's hurt and its eyes are bleeding
i pity it yet i pulled back when it come near me.
i wonder if it caught any disease or fight
but i believe i should make myself safe by avoiding it.
i think its hurt by my actions and it didnt appear again
sorry pussy, i dont mean to hurt u
sorry pussy

ADD ONS:

i think ghost whisperer isnt nice. im quite disappointed somehow. well i jus have to keep myself awake as im going for a run later. i finally decided i have to run cuz im starting to get heavier. hoho. so running, and perhaps basketballing on weekends? i decided to get a pointer shoes. its cheap basketballs shoes and at the same time i hope it can motivate me to go on and play basketball again.

yay i hope my motivation can go on.

OH YEA! i saw this game on ps2, then i went on and search for it on youtube. its called "karaoke america idol". its quite cool for them. they sing through the mic and try to get all the keys right. cuz there is these set of keys that are the correct one. the more u stay correct the more higher u got. then u can hear those nasty comments again. hoho. i think its cool and america actually had a competition to see who can win the game.

--------------------------------------------

i jus receive the drama i got online. ghost whisperer season 1&2. the bugger didnt have season2 episode19 and he said it aint screen/aired or what. some production error and crap? i dont know man. however im able to find it online. so i actually burn it myself. but no prob as long as i can watch them.

and JENNIFER LOVE HEWITT IS PRETTY! totally sexy.

anyway its the 3rd drama i got online. 1st 2 is initial D and prison break 1&2. now its ghost whisperer 1&2. there isnt any subtitle this time. i dont like it cuz i had to concentrate and listen to them talk rather than reading the subtitltes. normally i read prefer subtitle cuz i feel that their english is way too strong for me and the only way i can understand the show is thru reading.

oh well, i jus begin s1e1. michael scofield is a ghost in that episode! haha! still its hard to understand but nvm, see picture. i can start on it today cuz i got it today! anyway, thats not the only thing i received today. other then that, i received the photos from NP. i look ugly. i had a bad hair day on my grad, and i also thinks that i get the wrong shirt to wear that day. whatever man. fucked up. lol

i finished watching my slamdunk again. it seems like i must watch it every holiday, though now isnt exactly a holiday. oh well, but i still watch it again. anyway its nice la. i love slamdunk. now that i finish watching slamdunk i will read slamdunk again. haha. its always the case. but its fucking nice really. im still trying to get some of the comics. maybe from book 18 to 23. i dont wanna get first hand cuz im a poor man. i dont have money man. so if anyone of u got any lobang, 2nd hand slamdunk books, please let me know.

oh yea, i didnt include my godbro's psp in my random posts recently. both he and his godbro got a psp. i think my godbro buy it for his gf. my mum is complaining bout him spending money like no business. oh well, psp psp psp. its tempting me, but i still think i wil get a ps3! hoho

best if i can get both! hehe

whao whao whao. well, i dont get the meaning of "backstabbing". it mean speaking behind peoples back? whatever la hor. since i "backstabbed" u and u commented on ur blog bout me. so i assume that isnt back stabbing? cuz u are talking publicly like i do read your blog? haha though i do read. OCCASIONALLY.

does that mean im concern? not exactly. jus looking out for new girls that u aim for. hoho. cuz there always is new one.

basket. why dont use ur name when u have a name? disgraceful. hoho

GAMES SCHEDULE (As at 4 January 2007)

Games
Tournament Duration

INTER-CONSTITUENCY TENNIS 2006/2007 - 6 Jan 2007 - 3 Feb 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY ROAD RUN 2006/2007 -13 Jan 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY BADMINTON 2007 -25 Mar 2007 - 26 May 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY TABLE TENNIS 2007-31 Mar 2007 - 19 May 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY VOLLEYBALL 2007-22 Apr 2007 - 2 Jun 2007 -
INTER-CONSTITUENCY SEPAK TAKRAW 2007-6 May 2007 - 29 Jul 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY FOOTBALL 2007-7 May 2007 - 1 Sep 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY ROAD RUN 2007 -9 Jun 2007 - 9 Jun 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY TENNIS 2007 -14 Jul 2007 - 15 Sep 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY NETBALL 2007-15 Jul 2007 - 19 Aug 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY SWIMMING 2007-21 Jul 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY HOCKEY 2007-To be advised
INTER-CONSTITUENCY BASKETBALL 2007-8 Sep 2007 - 24 Nov 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY SQUASH 2007-20 Oct 2007 - 17 Nov 2007
INTER-CONSTITUENCY BOWLING 2007-27 Oct 2007 - 28 Oct 2007


damn. thats the thing for CSC competition this year. i had an urge for it. i.. i wanna fall in love with basketball again. whats stopping me? im watching slamdunk anime, im reading slamdunk comics, im playing NBA live 2007, and my desktop wallpaper is basketball. its all so obvious i love basketball. why?

is our time over? actually no what. only 2o. still can play CSC competitions for a few more years. but its not whether i can play or not. but now the thing is that its bout me being legitable anot, its myself. argh what am i talking? i dunno what the fuck im talking. is it useful talking? i dont fucking think so. what the fuck is wrong with me?

why? why is everything so different? my life had changed so much. whhy

fuck it. fuck life. fuck basketball. fuck myself. fuck everything that are different and also indifferent. fuck every single fucking shit.

fuck it im outtie.

suddenly i cant wait for army. cant wait to get tan, cant wait to get fit, cant wait to go into seclusion. i think that life will be cool. i will have more bf. HOHO i love bfs.

slamdunk slamdunk and slamdunk. hoho its nice. i wanna be cartoon. i feel like being a cartoon again!

there is no more tidbits at home, no more ice cream, no cakes, no cookies. damn. my mum and dad are combining force to stop me from growing fatter. haha the lump of thing in front of my tummy is growing. its growing at a wao wao speed, so rapidly i cant see it used to be abs.lol

oh well. my body is getting out of shape. kinda bad now. big tummy, small arms, small shoulders. i wan shoulder muscle. i wanna be fit. i want abs. but im jus soooo lazy to train. na beh kuku jiao. zz

and hoho. my nba 2007 live team charlotte bobcats went into playoffs final and won against the sun. THE NBA CHAMPS!

C - Andrew Bogut
PF - Emeka Okafor
SF - Carmelo Anthony
SG - Mike Miller
PG - Jameer Nelson
SUB - Antawn Jamison
SUB - JJ Redick
SUB - Gerald Wallace
SUB - Asher Ramos (computer-generated rookie)

oh well, thats my team. 9 players only. normal team at least 12, plus 3 reserves but i only got 9. due to the poor and limited transfer budget. how disappointing. fuck it. and new rooks sucks. they dont rock at all. lol

cool man. let me be fat. hoho. yesterday ate 6 slices of pizza for dinner. it is equivalent to 1 regular pizza. ate at sarprino with my parents and my godbro and his girl. so many ppl went to see me buy underwear. lol. my dad recontracted with singtel and thus they give free $80 voucher at robinson's. so i went to get my undies there. bought thos better ones for army. so irritating. so noisy. bth

and so, i had a sore throat. then i still eat pizza. then today my dad makes laksa. so i ate laksa. so i expect my sorethroat to be hella cool tonight. lol.

im so bbored at home and i feel like going outty. but cty isnt online i guess he probably went out to date with zh already. bugger leh.

有异性没人性。讨厌死了。 王八蛋

在家里真得很闷啊！ 快要发疯了。也要崩溃了。受不了。太闷了。

人生充满这么多无奈，但是我们也无法奈何。真的他妈的矛盾喔。如果在外国就好，随随便便就到街上买把抢， 然后就把身边所有人都干掉。啊！那样的话，人生就多姿多彩了。哈哈

i bought ghost whisperer online. those kind that are ppl dl then burn themselves one. both season 1 and 2. gonna go downstairs to the atm to do transfer later. damn it. cuz i lost my ibanking userid and password. on top of that i didnt get the ibank thing. u know the press no that one. oh well. fuck it.

im sooo fucking bored. i wanna enlist asap. i wanna run away from everything.

yay i just came back from basketball session. it was so fun today. something that i had not felt for so long. hoho. its fun, as in everything. well, im quite glad i went down today. however in the morning, i received the wake up call from OTS, kinda piss me off. oh well, but well i forgive him. HAHAHAHA cuz its so fucking fun.

later today had to go town with my parents to help em get a new phone and extend the line for my dad. think the new phone can use and the old phoone can sell for a few miserable bucks. hopefully even 50? lol but i dont know if its capable of it.

im watching slamdunk now.

湘北 vs 陵南

its gonna be a nice fight though i know who wins. however i still think its nice. but the disc is so scratched it keep jumping. damn. darn. why? fuck it. should i buy new set of cds? HMMM

well well. time to continue watching. ciaos.

its 1:45am right now. i feel bored. im watching slamdunk now. im still left with a box plus to watch. well ty said it will let me feel like playing basketball again, however i think otherwise. i feel like im no longer capable of playing, or that i dont wanna play anymore. casually, yes. seriously, no. why? had i lost the passion for it? guess i lost the passion for it. no point already. its over =)

tomorrow morning i have to wake up early in the morning. cty said he will wake me up in the morning with a morning call. guess if he really gimme a morning call i will really jump up from my bed. i will probably think its a night mare. no sweet voices, no sweet talking. just some real coarse deep voice. its so.... soo...OMG. hahaha.

just now i saw jiaying online. whao, her nick sparks me off. it seems like she went ubin to have a camping session so i ask her bout it. cool she really went over to ubin to camp overnight. seems very interesting. we are supposed to go before bebe enlist. now that he enlist, i aint sure if its gonna happen already. jus went to check out the rates for the marina country club. seems quite a reasonable price considering the fun we will have. hoho. well im considering, but i guess the furthest i can go is considering =(

what happen to me? like feel so useless. cmon NS. come and tell me the future im supposed to. enlighen me and help me regain the me in myself. i seem to lose myself somewhere. cant find it
wherever.

random random random. hoho

i must i must and i must get ride of some weight or fats. this aint right. regular ice cream for supper is real bad. well im eating a durian ice cream now that im blogging too. damn. i feel fat. im carrying a kid made from ice cream in my tummy i guess. lol its bullshit. earlier today i bought a tub of ice cream to eat. !!

so what now? i still got another tub of ice cream in my freezer. damn. haha

god today my mp3 jus hang. damn my zen neeon. its scratched. nvm bout that. but it fucking hang. and it wont go off. so i called ra-ba-ah. she had a zen thats why. if not i wouldnt have called her. =O

yea. forgotten the fact that she is in aussie. i was like 'WA WHERE ARE U? OK BYE'. lol then she msg say it happened to her before, so must leave it on and let its batt die, charge again and it should be alright. oh well, fuck it. who cares? try and we will know. despite that im still pissed.

talking to some old friends in sec sch. lol they are still alive. all gonna go NS soon. heard quite a few ppl go into army already. fail/skip napfa. basket ppl. lol. but still better cuz he dont have to slack around anymore.

so when im going home w/o my mp3, i feel bored. thank goodness i bought newpaper after it broke down. so i read and read. then whao i saw an article. its bout bus drivers/captains being beaten up. it happen around 3 times per month. damn its no good man. whats with singaporean? disgraces. then another article bout singaporeans also an disgrace. saying something like singaporean cant really talk nowadays. cuz either they were too ill manners or either that they cant talk well, so they rather not talk

im watching channel U now. its bout the buddhist believe that ppl will go into hell. well in china they had some where build up to be exactly like hell. so they walk around the place and show people the different places u will go in hell and so on. whao its errie. damn i dont like it but it is cool. i wish to visit it. wonder where is it. china? dunno

so much of random things to talk bout in my blog. talking bout almost anything that crosses my mind. oh well. who ask me to be so free?

sibeh sad. i just came back from my lil basketball session with cty, tuyuan, robert tu, chan tu yuan, tang yuan, yu yuan. so many people.

....

there are alot of people playing basketball at the other court. it seem so fun and they seems like they are enjoying themselves. how long ago since we last played like this? maybe to the extend of YEARS AGO. damn. karma? lol that we repel people off? we reject people off our group thats why it became like this?

fuck this shit man. its saddening. seems pessimistic but its the fact man. damn sad. where are all the basketball khakis? where are all our friends? where are our chalets? our sentosa trips? ubin? campings?


earlier today i went to collect my laptop. its finally back. launched it and so. im disappointed. im too used to using my sister's laptop recently, so used that i think my laptop is damn slow now.

transfer speed. launching speed. processing. performance. it cant match anything to the recent technology. to think it used to fucking cost 2.7k and now i even wonder if it can fetch 400 BUCKS? its damn miserable

i hate to admit. im starting to feel behind.

technologically, personally, mentally, physically.

this song keep repeating itself in my brain. EMO SONG. lol

歌曲：很想说
歌手：李圣杰 专辑：关于你的歌

(you are so beautiful to me~~)

在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对 太愚昧

难道笑容没了 距离有了
快乐也走了 还是真心死了
彼此不信任了 终於懂了 真的

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
my love~

笑容没了 距离有了
快乐也走了 还是真心死了
彼此不信任了 终於懂了 真的

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了

爱了 就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口
不会走

爱你会直到最后

i was reminded of the cruise lately.
slept late and wake up early.
as early as 5 in the morning
i slept in the same morning too.

good feeling when i wake up.
seems like i wil never get up
whao and i get up at the wrong side of bed.
so i screw that shit and fuck that bed

met ultra early to wait for bus
the bus uncle happens to be an ass
he came ultra late and show no remorse
and start commanding us like he's the boss

whatever dude. cruise from harbourfront.
i thought the cruise we taking will be the one in front
its star aqarious and i know its a typo.
not like i really care but i kinda care
but the cruise we take is the one beside it.

royale star?!

what the fuck is that star?
it doesnt even appear as though its a star.
it suck big time with old old appearance.
it is a serious turn off

went in, saw the map and start to think
is this cruise really as big as we think
BUT OF CUZ THERE IS NO SUCH THING
its jus an ultra small cruise with almost nothing

the sauna is lock
the pool is dry
the ktv is closed in the morning and only open at noon
the massage parlour charge costly and seems lowly
there is no big deck on top
they dont gimme a chance to act titanic
there is an casino that turn me off with a big nono
(cuz i have no money hoho)

however we still played and gambled a lil
and all we did is lose a lil
a lil means all cuz we all played a lil.
so to conclude we all lose.

whao look at the time its only 1.
fuck u i have another 7 hr to spend
it seriously suck big time
and my big sis is sleeping like some big pig

wake up and head to ktv.
and yay for its finally open.
and whao for the uncles inside.
we are the only 2 young asses inside
the only asses with no wrinkles
(stil fresh)

we still manage to sing till 6.
we have to follow the flow till we feel sick
the songs between are super oldies.
and whao i didn even know what are these
yet this is the first time i tremble so bad in a so warm place
my face is red and my palms are wet.

mum and dad was there after high tea
the presence of them make me shiver yet again
its shivering not as bad but still bad.
i almost have to pee my pants

whatever, its dinner time
eat and eat and eat again
ate fast, settle fast and go up to rest
resting is good til limkaixuan came again

howevr soon enough we are on our way back
we have to change 2 ships before hitting back land
the main cruise isnt returning home yet
so we have to change and change again

mum got giddy and we all did too
ship is shaking like shaker fries
we almost puke like we are the powder.
but thank goodness we aint shaker fries
so we didn puke right till the end

ah. home sweet home. nice bus to send us home from tanah merah
smooth and fast. or that i slept my way
its a good nice rest cuz i aint got much
thank goodness im home right now

hoho. merry fathers day. i aint got the chance to say to u, but u know i wanna say it. happy fathers day. hope u had fun. rest well dad. u are the star today, not some royale star or whatever.

hoho. my bf go army le. (wipe tears). bye bebe (blow noooooooose). im going to have 兵变 after u enlist. how nice! hoho i will miss ur sexy 42 inch candy ass. mojojojo

a day a boy become a man? mmm alright alright. seems that its going to be nice. 1 more month later, it will be me. cant wait for so. i will gain enlightenment inside. probably get fucked inside. hoho so gay shit. i hurt its gonna hurt =O

that guy. lol he seems to have fun yesterday. fucking hell. quite a jerk man. haha he live up to his name. fuck him.

today my parents make dumplings. some specially-made-for-the-dumbass-bp dumplingz had been made. pure meat for the pure carnivore. it will be loved man.

(start singing maroon 5 "she will be loved")

whatever. im being lame cuz im ultra bored. im not feeling good cuz i aint blog yesterday. spurs won, parker is mvp. well done. parker is the ultra 切入队长. the way he gets in with his speed, agility and skill. godly. eva long-blah-blah-blah jump on him after he won. how fortunate can that guy get? and well, he look like mr bean.

and fuck horry. how many ring mus he get? how many champion ring do he have already?!

i think im hell of a bored. i didnt sleep till 7 am today yet im awake at 130pm already. but im so energetic and i dunno what to do now. UBER BORED

and to the mojojojo chan tu yuan. meerry birthday. fuck. after your birthday, we know each other for 15 years already!

kindergarden - 2 yr
p sch - 6 yr
s sch - 4 yr
poly - 3 yr
total - 15 yr.

whao. thats hella long man. u are so blessed so dont hope for a preseent. but i can give u a dumpling if u want LOL. rainy birthday, rainy enlistment day

I am worth $1,465,000 on HumanForSale.com
How much are you worth?

fuck what the hell? part of it that i quoted:

"Height: 5'6 - ($25,000)
Height plays a very important rols in our lives. Especially in how we are treated by others. British and Polish researchers have now provided statistical proof for a fact that many men have always suspected: tall guys have a better chance "

hoho they despise shorty. negative 25k.

哎哟！今天我要用华语来 blog.

我今天回去跟旧同事一起吃饭。今天是 round 2 喔。大吃大喝！真的是他妈的爽！尤其是当你不用还钱.

eh they dont let me key in chinese already. nvm i continue in chinese. lol

so we ate at swensen. treat on lena today. yesterday was uncle lam so today is lena. round 2 yo! yum yum stuff! some rare time i say "FUCK MAN THAT PASTA IS GOOOOOD SHIT". i love it really. first time ate a crayfish too. and its nice! darn i longs for it again!

sinful sinful day. its a sinful day. what can i do to undo them?

darn bebe. i told u bout how i feel. i still feel weird, strange, guilty, fucked up and every single mother fucking thing bout that mother fucking shit. BOOHOO

and cty. u still suck big time. girl see u off. WHAT THE FUCK?!

chink-ed out man. i feel so bored. why dont every one blogs every day like the hardworking bastard sitting in front of the computer and typing it now? im so fucking bored.

lol people, go listen to eminem's song. its called guilty conscience.

nice eh. telling story, and your mind against ur conscience and ur anger. interesting. should think more before doing anything in the future. can see mr devil fight mr angel inside yourself. cool stuff. lol eminem rock my ass off. my ass is fake so it drops.

blue blue blue. why do i feel blue so often? i dont understand why but it just happen so. i dont love it, not a slight bit. there is only a reason why i feel blue. the reason doesnt change.

but did i? did i change? im a changed man? im not who i am before already? who the fuck am i? whose in me? is it a devil in me or an angel in me? fuck man, i dont know myself at all dudes. who the fuck am i? fuck whoever that is hiding there. FUCK U

hoho. cty seems to have a girl. good for him. eh cty. fuck u. stop playing. get serious. settle down and stop complaining u never had a girl. now u had 1 in front of u and u better get a good hold of her. dont let her run if u really think she is not bad. got it? LOSER CHAN. tml better not fall off your bike at ubin. u will be A DISGRACE TO 全部人

i love eminem. haha. i still love eminem. (shy). i can give a list of reasons.

1) cute
2) talented
3) bad
4) and it goes on blah blah blah.

LOL thats fucking GAY!

today went to meet lena and waihong for dinner. whao. paragon. almost scare me. heng mr lam treat. sibeh heng. tml lena turn to treat. swensen. HOHO. hope she remember. im so lucky hahah. can get good food for free.

today ate jap. its kinda, ok? i dont love udon. its fat. and slimy. and ugly. like me. HOHO. and its like jeff too HAHAA

so f-ing bored. whats up tomorrow? whats up day after? whats up everyday? aargghh

Your Love Life is Like Pretty Woman

"I want the fairy tale" You believe that love is truly blind, unpredictable, and surprising. Two very different people can easily find true love. At least, that is how it will happen when you marry a gorgeous billionaire someday ;-) Your love style: Sensual and flirty Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Surprisingly happy

You Are Not a Good Friend

There is nothing that makes you a good friend. You're way too self centered and down right mean to be a true friend to anyone. Though you may occasionally enjoy the company of others, you don't truly value it. You treat your friends like dirt, and you're lucky that they stick around at all. Try to give back a little in your friendships, and stop always thinking of your own needs. If you don't, you may find yourself a very lonely person in the future. Your friends need you most when: They are bored or lonely You really can't be friends with: Anyone, at least, not until you change Your friendship quote: "One must be fond of people and trust them if one is not to make a mess of life."

You Are 68% Pure

You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that. You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you.

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 6/10 questions right! There's some things most people know... except for you.

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught. Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

You Can Make 76% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

today is grad day. it caused me to wake up hell early. fu-king hell. 7am wake up liao. argh. damn irritating. mus be at school at 9. amen! hahaha. waste my time leh. then went school, wore the robe, go and get brief-ed. lol.

then we go sit, watch clip, wait to go up, take cert, go down, go out, come back and sit. thats it. fast thing. good la. dont wanna waste much time too. whao. yipeng top student for infocom tech sia. fuck man. same dragon scout, let me copy amaths some more. in the end, he top i almost last like that. jialat think i worst in class. fuck. im a disappointment.

then we went to dinner at glass house fish and co. eat and go. something lidat. too tired. bth le. feel like poo-ing now. HAHA

somehow, i felt lost. felt like im at a T-junction. im kinda without destination. i thought i know but i didnt. there is a heavy fog. i can see the road some times but not all times. why is it so? its irritating. if jack sparrow give me his compass, i still cant move anywhere? i need to know where is my direction.

map and compass please

hoho tomorrow is grad day. yay. but why does i feel nothing bout it? -.-

i actually dont feel like attending it. i think its kinda waste of time somehow. dont understand why too. maybe that robe is a total turn off thats why i dont feel like going. i dont feel like going cuz i dont feel wearing it. lol but somehow its nicer than the shrek ears. ...

whats gonna happen tml. i got no idea. i dont know and i am somehow not bothered to find out. bah guess sch doesnt interest me much already.

really wonder what im gonna do after that. should i go home or out with TA05 or out with other pals (if there is any). i dunno. see how first la. no matter what have to see how my parents go back too.

yesterday went to my godbro OCS commisioning parade. quite cool. he wasnt feeling well but he went on marching. well if its me i would do so too. its something once in a lifetime and i wouldnt wanna miss it too. a memorable day i guess (for him). i wished for OCS.

ARMY AH! LIFE AH! CHIONG AH!

hoho, B! how can u fail my test till so terribly?! HAHA AT LEAST TRY TO PLAY CHEAT MA!

BOO HOO

we wish u a merry christmass and a happy new year!~

fuck man. i jus rang up mel to ask if my laptop is ever done but it seems like its never done. mel haven get from toshiba yet. neh neh kuku jiao. boo hoo

yesterday went to k box with kulaa eugene and bebe/siuwai. hahaha. its torturous. we could be the headlines of newspaper. "3 young man died from burst of vocal cord/ throat." hahaha its insane. we went at 730, good for kulaa cuz its ladies night. then the 3 other 1/2 guys takes "k-student " set. so we each paid 25 at the end of it

we sang so many songs la. its supposed to end at 1130 but we sang till 2 cuz there is no one else coming into the room. so we kept on hogging the room til then. its fun time. sing sang sung. ring rang rung. ms show left at 12 so the gays take over the mic yo. haha. its real tiring.

so after we end, we went cheers to get some food. but seems like we shop in cheeers for 15-20 mins then we finally got lormaikai. in the end both turn out to be mine. lol what a gangsta i am =O

soon soon my sister came to pick us up. so she supposed to drop eugene off first. eugene stays chinatown. my sister is asking him "where should i drop him". then eugene said "lu bian". then i added "lu bian na ke rong shu xia". haha its damn corny. lousy joke. boo hoo HAHAHA

bth i laughed bout it all the way home. after home, eat lormaikia, bath, ps2. and off to bed. till NOW!

merry christmas! hohoho

i watched zodiac today. its a...draggy show. i like the fact that it is a based-on-true-story thing. mmm well, ok lor. im alright with the show since it is been watched on a weekday. lol meaning not that ex

tomorrow k box again. whahaha. sibeh bo lui liao ah. high living cost though i zo boh. sibeh jialat. nb kuku one. boohoo

hohoho. i remember last time when im in scouts, i think they say an average walking speed for human is 2km/h. i walked for another 4 hour today. i didn buy anything but i wasted money on arcade, nougat(dinner), shaker fries and drinks. haha. another day past on my own. how nice

alone is lonely, but no worries at the same time. own time own target. song man. wooo

ok, so lets review the program for the remaining of this week...

wed, 6th : dunno, maybe go back NP
thur, 7th: dunno, maybe meet up with eugene and co?
fri, 8th: dunno, really dunno
sat, 9th: OCS, my god bro commision parade
sun, 10th: dunno, really dunno also, but i think got something leh. mmm

hoho i just measured my weight. im 64kg. yay i didn grow fatter but visually i seem fatter. im sad.

being at home is quite bored, but it isnt that bad either. its so hot being outside but im going out alone again later. lol to change my god damn t shirts. asshole thing

being alone is cool. it gives me a hell lot of space and allowance to recap, to think, to do. can think of how many friends i made and how many friends that walked away. pathetic-ly i think im only left with a handful of friends. anyway is there such words as pathetic-ly? lol

AH! i jus remembered! i have visit the o' tina at chinatown! wonder how she doin' le. she is an auntie at my old work place. lol a cute aunty who always boast bout his son in uni and daughter being top student. jialat.

haha. is emo the most "in" thing now? mmm.. cool shit man. emo emo emo. woohooo

hahaha. other than emo? girls. its a dot dot dot thing. girls can cause guys to emo emo emo but guys still like girls. haha sibeh jialat sibeh sian case. lol lol bp dont need girl =O

whatever man, blogger is my gooooood friend. he have to agree to whatever thoughts i hav in mind. he have no choice. lol blogger is dumb thing but i like. seriously blogger is always there for me when i need to chat/curse/scold/praise/spread something. damn good. it is as though its my real good friend

friends dont last. in the ending of "army daze" they also said something like that. its like, they just happen to be there at this certain period of your life and poof, gone. yea yea. hella true. orh mi tuo fo.

do they accept monks that eat meat? lol i wanna gain enlightment.

haha. ty and bebe phone kana kop by a 10year old boy. both their handphone plus ty's hp. hahaha. so poor things. heng i decided not to bring my phone and wallet down. sibeh heng. HUAT AH

HAHA. gong xi ya gong xi. fa ya fa da cai.

nvm la bebe. u can buy new phone for army. nvm la ty. u can buy new phone already.

LOL!

and yay, i decided to get a flip phone to go army. considering a few. rather slim and small flip phone. handsome and classy enough. wooo

yay army army faster come. very fast one. just a few things i should get/sell

1) get back laptop
2) sell laptop
3) buy monitor
4) buy pc
5) install programs and get it ready
6) buy a hp, non cam
7) buy a cool digital alarm clock. ( lol this is the most dumb)

lol im watching stage one of initial D and im still at stage one. i really love cartoon man. they are so innocent regarding any situation. most of the time im laughing my ass off when i see those bugger. takumi's friends. lol. their mentality when coming to r/s is hella cute man.

bah bah. funny funny. so late and im laughing my ass off. HAHA. if only our life is like this, no trouble, no hassle and having so much fun. innocent, friendly, and fun.

=D

if only our life is like this. if only if only if only.

lol i never know basketball tournaments take OFF on public holidays, like vesak day. lol

then i went simlim take flyers, then met jason. then he tell me bout com and stuff, take more flyers. wa. PC is chim stuff. neh neh de. but still, im not sure if i should.

they are like stopping me from buying, both my sis and my mum. argh. i have to think and make a smart decision despite its at my own cost. HMMM.

went IT fair. super crowdy, super messy, super noisy. they like quite pathetic, cuz recruit alot of kids, lians, and bengs. sibeh jialat. but got chio bu =O