nothing more than nothing

sibeh sad. i just came back from my lil basketball session with cty, tuyuan, robert tu, chan tu yuan, tang yuan, yu yuan. so many people.

....

there are alot of people playing basketball at the other court. it seem so fun and they seems like they are enjoying themselves. how long ago since we last played like this? maybe to the extend of YEARS AGO. damn. karma? lol that we repel people off? we reject people off our group thats why it became like this?

fuck this shit man. its saddening. seems pessimistic but its the fact man. damn sad. where are all the basketball khakis? where are all our friends? where are our chalets? our sentosa trips? ubin? campings?


earlier today i went to collect my laptop. its finally back. launched it and so. im disappointed. im too used to using my sister's laptop recently, so used that i think my laptop is damn slow now.

transfer speed. launching speed. processing. performance. it cant match anything to the recent technology. to think it used to fucking cost 2.7k and now i even wonder if it can fetch 400 BUCKS? its damn miserable

i hate to admit. im starting to feel behind.

technologically, personally, mentally, physically.