nothing more than nothing

its 1:45am right now. i feel bored. im watching slamdunk now. im still left with a box plus to watch. well ty said it will let me feel like playing basketball again, however i think otherwise. i feel like im no longer capable of playing, or that i dont wanna play anymore. casually, yes. seriously, no. why? had i lost the passion for it? guess i lost the passion for it. no point already. its over =)

tomorrow morning i have to wake up early in the morning. cty said he will wake me up in the morning with a morning call. guess if he really gimme a morning call i will really jump up from my bed. i will probably think its a night mare. no sweet voices, no sweet talking. just some real coarse deep voice. its so.... soo...OMG. hahaha.

just now i saw jiaying online. whao, her nick sparks me off. it seems like she went ubin to have a camping session so i ask her bout it. cool she really went over to ubin to camp overnight. seems very interesting. we are supposed to go before bebe enlist. now that he enlist, i aint sure if its gonna happen already. jus went to check out the rates for the marina country club. seems quite a reasonable price considering the fun we will have. hoho. well im considering, but i guess the furthest i can go is considering =(

what happen to me? like feel so useless. cmon NS. come and tell me the future im supposed to. enlighen me and help me regain the me in myself. i seem to lose myself somewhere. cant find it
wherever.

random random random. hoho