nothing more than nothing

fuck it man!

so there it is the 2 nights. overall nice. and i came back after going singing with chris, sj and cb. the 10dollar club at chinatown. wow its 10 bucks, free flow drink + 1 bowl of "shark fin" each. not a bad bargain, in fact, real good.

and i came back, came online and get a shock of my life when i see cleveland losing orlando 3-1. im thinking cavs actually have a chance to be the playoff champion this year but wow orlando is just on a roll. i will certainly be up again tmr morning to join ym watching lakers game. 

oh this playoffs is nice. im loving it.

i love this game

what bout u?

so nx week some day i will go down to SIM to pay for the dunno whatever fees, and blah blah. 2 years course. school school. it will start in july. hmm i dunno when exactly. 

im watching nba now and its oh so exciting.

im getting shoes and cap later and yay

its the 4th day and it seems like its the 40th day. i cant do this anymore. anymore longer i feel that im going crazy. come lets see what happens today

2pm: reveille

3pm: lunch

315pm: psp

4pm: xbox

5pm: psp

630pm: dinner

645pm: psp

8pm: online/ psp/ book (10 mins?)

330am: blog

so between 8pm to 330am, yes im playing psp. and that sums up my day. im heavily sucked in dynasty warriors: strikeforce and im playing it all day all night. my character is now at the max level at 50 but yet there are still alot of quests too tough to fight alone. so with my bro and our newly recruited team member, his gf, we form our alliance and fight them, till our palm and finger hurts

thought of running at 10pm just now but mum ask me not too i was grrr at her. wanted to run on friday night but cancel cos sat by right got play basketball. now? no more run on fri night,  no more basketball on sat morning, no more running on sat night. no i cant allow myself to eat, play and grow fat. 

I NEED TO EXERCISE

but im thinking. maybe i should finish my book first, since its finishing. or maybe i should complete my game first, since im at the final few chapters. alot of game im stuck at the back. dynasty warriors, RE5. RE5 is another bastard

forums say the monster was so easy but i just dont understand how i can get him to die. he is so fat and hideous i hope i can kick him in the butt and shove his big fucking gun into his much and fire a thousand rounds into it.

and i got this book called monster by allan hall. it talks bout josef fritzel and his daughter being imprisoned for 24 years underground with 7 incest kids, 4 in the cellar. god u guys should really read this shit. its cool

"we need to talk bout kevin" 

oother than this, happy birthday kenny. 23 already this year and well u are all alone out there to start your own career already. its so coincidental that his ORD date is his birthday. its a double joyous day it means. initially wanted to go to timber to have drinks and chill cos chun boon dont wanna go club. but last min everyone wanted to go phuture cos the ppl ord-ing today are getting ppl to go. same for me as my BMT mates msg me to go and chill too.

so we went leaving chun boon behind. for me, it was one more

so we clubbed and we saw for the first time chris pick up girl. normally we go there rot and go home. in fact, i dont really love clubbing but i go because they asked me to. honestly man, that is no joke bout it. and when i see him pick up girl i start to think bout it. is that what guys come to do and what girls come to do too? are guys there to pick up girls and girls there to be pick up by guys? i dont really understand the logic of clubbing

all i know is it makes me tired, body ache, and unwell. maybe i shall quit it, though i didnt do that often. but yet often enough to make an impact

so now that i have ord, what should i do? am i really to rot and die at home? and wait for SIM's stupid letter? i have no plans for anything, thats right. and i still have no intention to plan for. i just know i have to work before i start my first sem( if i ever get into) . and i might have to work part time if i am to continue to graduate from SIM, cos i cant allow my parents to be bothered by my school fees and my allowance too.

life sucks. i shouldnt have ord.

so im less than 24 hours away from my pink ic and im going to take it kiss it, rub it, hug it, and have the most intimacy actions i have with it. oh god!

no more bedok camp, no more phua chai kin, no more lesson plans, no more lessons to conduct. its freedom. i smell it. its so fresh, so green. ooooooh

terence, are u reading this? SUCKER!

so what have i got to do after ord? im thinking of getting tons of part time job to do. haha please! recommendation PLEASE!

cpt michelle just msg me just now to ask if i know i am promoted and i said i wasnt really sure bout it though guanwen told me already. then she said that CO wil present the cert to me soon and actually i was thinking i shd say "actually nevermind la. dont promote me also ok de" but i didn of cos. haha too scaredy cat to do so but its ok. i have to find CO anyway because he told me to find him before i ORD. i intended to too cos i have to get his signature in order to clear the form. 

and oh YES i must remember my ISAC card from joel. i need it for clearance too. what else? maybe point a middle finger in his face? the fucker who gave me the duty on weekend. if i can i get some transexual to cum on his face and fart in his nose.

lastly, i know how long is a cats life. teckseng just ran his bicycle over one and the cat just get up and ran off. im the only one who screamed

tick tick tick. closer and closer

answer: 7!

1 exacct week to my ord date and yes im clearing off and woo im so happy. not going to camp tmr and day after. i had a duty scheduled for me this saturday and im thinking whether i should do or not. maybe ATT C is great. but its not nice cos ppl surely know i get fake status. i hope i can really fall sick but of all illness, please dont let it be fever cos it would be soo troublesome now

kind soul or evil devil. i cant decide yet. lets wait and see.

so finally im clearing some off. i dont care if s3 that phua chee bye say i fuck up or what cos i dont really care and what is most important is ORD. and that is the freedom he cant have. wa fucked up what he have done. i will spread around what i see so that ppl know he is a boohoo officer.

sucker!

as expected. though s3 sounds like he is good and merciful enough to return me my offs starting from last friday, he just claimed them back because he wanna check the work allocated to us. and the work allocated to us is because the OCs didnt do their job properly. 

anyway they are back le so i am hoping he will allocate the tasks back to them but after thinking i know its fat hope. that piece of fat shit ought to die. he even did very illegal stuff in camp in broad day light. sometimes i just feel like borrowing cam from s2 branch, take photo and show rsm or co. die fucker die!