nothing more than nothing

i went to register for school today at SIM. forgotten so many things i ran back home twice. first is the original copy second is IC. how can i forget that?

what have been on my mind to forget things? have been preoccupied with some unknown forces. maybe eragon and his dragon is forcing themselves into my brain. haha for im reading the book everyday.

after registering, i went to NP to play basketball. saw danny's bro and join in. aint that close with them so it was fun for them as i am like a clown, filled with dumb errors. balls hit my own feet so many times i can never remember. it was fun eventually though i cant score, cant assist, cant shoot, steal or whatsoever. felt so dumb.

after playing, sat there for 1/2 hr staring at blanks. i suddenly miss school. maybe the reason is that there is nothing left to occupy my life, so i enjoy staring. after that i went to buy drink. sit there at the "bar top" style counter for another 1/2 hr. as i was leaving i walk past the canteen and saw some one who look like i know. so i saw laikaiyi sitting there, my sec sch friend. thats the only person i know in NP that i saw.

after which went home. and blah. tomorrow doing duty. its ok. im actually even thinking of doing duty this sat, for its a day of empty schedule for me but a packed one for others.

but im not that sacrificial.