nothing more than nothing

im glad i changed blog add and many ppl dont know. i dont really know the reason for my blog but maybe it just serve as a companion to me. when i feel bad, angry, sad, disappointed, happy or what-so-ever, i will blog it up. i think at least it help me to open up slightly.

so thats it. GCC starts next week. i feel like im going to be back in cadet days again. just that i wanna put a 4-white-bar cadet rank which can nv be found anywhere because im simply like an officer getting whack like a cadet and it stops at 3 white strip. so i wanted a 4 white bar so that it can give me power. the black bar sucks my power again.

so on this fine day, after the new commanders come into picture, the GCC intro begins. thank goodness im not really involved today because we have been orientated already. but poor yc have to go through with them like men. however i know that i will kana appointment so its not a blessing actually.

i cant blog bout anything else except thing cos nothing have been happening to me. absolutely nothing.



sometimes i feel lonely. i feel like talking to anyone but no one is there. i feel like sitting there and stone but no one is stoning with me. thats why i go home. going home is a cover up of my loneliness.

i miss that feeling