nothing more than nothing

hi. i just felt like blogging. cos i feel like im doing shit again.

this ord thing is driving me crazy. making me the treasurer is asshole chore. collecting from those incamps are tough already. even those that ord before the function is worse. the year 1 commanders and men who had ord already. some simply dont care. after calling 40 plus last 2 weeks, many didnt respond and now 10+ have paid already. however, only 9 told me their name and all. i had no idea who are the rest who had transfered. this is seriously getting irritating and getting out of hand. i am getting pissed cos of that.

sickening.

and charlotte just keep losing. i feel that they shouldnt have trade richardson for diaw and bell. now we know. bell and diaw is good in pheonix cos they are in pheonix. they just cant leave the place. they aint star enough

there is just so much in the head it feel like its exploding. i dont wanna go back camp and wanna go cycling, balling and strolling around everywhere with nothing in the brain.

i miss civilian life =(