nothing more than nothing

happy new year!

new year, new resolution? so what am i gonna get this year? hmm lets see...

pink ic instead of my green one
desktop
"zeng" the new xbox 360!
no GCC

actually nothing more of material items. haha im such a simple guy. self praise = no praise

had the most peaceful 除夕 and 初一 ever in my life because im doing duty. relaxed, simple tasks that a moron can do except my clerk cos he clearly dont understand english after coming singapore for only a short period of time from china.

i can almost boil my maggi on my head

i feel a break contact with everyone. many friends that no maintenance efforts are put into. sec sch? no. poly? not much. NS? nah, unless those in my unit now.

so they gonna ord soon, and lose more friends. but then, months later, ORD LO

im so glad i finally voice out my unhappiness to that asshole. he initially wanted me to go back during my off day to settle the same old shit again. i can tell u i already know what are the things he wanna say and want me to do. i need something fresh in order for me to visit him.

thanks to my sudden pissoff thats why i got my off untouched on friday. i will be celebrating new year eves eve at home cos new year eve im deployed yay. and im not exactly bothered bout it cos i have been prepared mentally for that already. so peace, and chill

yes i cant wait for u guys to ORD. please be fast, and please forget me for GCC, unless 3 core which i completed 1 already.

hello all. i just received information from my boss that i will be deployed for duties on chinese new year. though i kinda already know that before hand but it certainly have its way to turn my mood upside down like an upset stomach.

thats when i cycled down to tiong bahru plaza to get kfc for the family just before it closes. got a meal so nice that i can use it to stand in for 团圆饭. some body gotta do it and it have to be me but i seriously dont mind.

however, my mood did turn around. stoning, angry for nothing. today is an angry day though i had no reason to. went beach road and bugis with my brother ate tons of food but it was great.

let my duty begin before i kill myself out of boredom

hi. i just felt like blogging. cos i feel like im doing shit again.

this ord thing is driving me crazy. making me the treasurer is asshole chore. collecting from those incamps are tough already. even those that ord before the function is worse. the year 1 commanders and men who had ord already. some simply dont care. after calling 40 plus last 2 weeks, many didnt respond and now 10+ have paid already. however, only 9 told me their name and all. i had no idea who are the rest who had transfered. this is seriously getting irritating and getting out of hand. i am getting pissed cos of that.

sickening.

and charlotte just keep losing. i feel that they shouldnt have trade richardson for diaw and bell. now we know. bell and diaw is good in pheonix cos they are in pheonix. they just cant leave the place. they aint star enough

there is just so much in the head it feel like its exploding. i dont wanna go back camp and wanna go cycling, balling and strolling around everywhere with nothing in the brain.

i miss civilian life =(