Sunday, December 02, 2007
hoho! cross over lo!
today went over to OCS as a cadet for the first time of my life, and my only first time as a cadet. im having lots of mixed feelings after i reach there. suddenly i miss the cozy bunk where we scream and yell at one another, play around, sleeping around. god, i suddenly wanna go back to BSLC. darn
anyway, im going to golf wing. it seems real tough there. the pace of living is differnt from the pace back there in sispec. its like heaven and hell. such good life, to such fast life. think i will take awhile to adapt to it. i hope i jus dont stay in golf for infantry course, which most likely will be the case. darn! i jus cant think anymore. the people there seems so stress, the officers seems to be giving them stress, and the fellow cadets are giving me stress. fuck.
fire trench, shell scrape, defense. god.
time to start thinking. its freaking me out. darn
today went over to OCS as a cadet for the first time of my life, and my only first time as a cadet. im having lots of mixed feelings after i reach there. suddenly i miss the cozy bunk where we scream and yell at one another, play around, sleeping around. god, i suddenly wanna go back to BSLC. darn
anyway, im going to golf wing. it seems real tough there. the pace of living is differnt from the pace back there in sispec. its like heaven and hell. such good life, to such fast life. think i will take awhile to adapt to it. i hope i jus dont stay in golf for infantry course, which most likely will be the case. darn! i jus cant think anymore. the people there seems so stress, the officers seems to be giving them stress, and the fellow cadets are giving me stress. fuck.
fire trench, shell scrape, defense. god.
time to start thinking. its freaking me out. darn
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