nothing more than nothing

its been ages since i last blog. 2 weeks ago yea?

this 2 weeks. things have gone much slacker already. alot of admin time now and then. but there is alot of physical la.

after the CBRE thing, i started thinking. should i give a shot at CBRE or jus admit life and go ASLC. i saw how the delta personnel do everyday. everyday seems to be outfield. life seems like a poo man. it sucks there

blah. whatever. did SOC twice. one is spectacular one is fuck up. the first one i did my timing is 9.07 min. its nice. however the 2nd attempt is disappointing. i was unable to clear the low rope. i was so close, SO CLOSE. like fuck like that. cb.

then did IPPT test. i got a gold!

pull up- 10
sit up- 48
broad jump- 234
shuttle run- 9.9
2.4km- 9.17

i think quite good at running. lol

anyway, yesterday i went for CBRE round 2. only left with 70+ ppl already. i didnt manage to complete the course as i didnt manage to clear the last obstacle. its bout doing a puzzle. the bomb suit is so heavy and the visor fogged up like there is a 1000 smoke grenade. but im pretty glad i didnt give up.

i think my body is tired but i got SOC test on wed. i hope i got to the right rope with friction and clear it once and for all.

nothing but disappointment