nothing more than nothing

argh. my eye is hurting so much. i think that my right eye is swollen. somehow. which how did i make it swollen i dont know. all i know now is that it hurts alot and especially this morning. i woke up with mucus there and i cant get it off because my eye lid hurts simply too much. i couldnt rub my eye like how i normally would and i cant do anything bout it. neither do i know what to do bout it too. all i can do now is to rest it as much and try not hit it again.

did someone hit me ?


well, its all over now. all the fucking field camps. no more field camps will come in my way. field outing and training wouldnt be an issue as they doesnt require me to stay anymore. the things that we execute at field camps, im starting to know them good. caught 2 spiders on my side. my friends, they got some scorpions. whatever the cases, this field camp is fast over with campfires on 2 nights. oh i miss that feeling

this coming week will be short. we will be booking out on a wednesday thanks to depavali. then thursday book in, friday book out. fast week i guess. nothing else but physical. and will spend 1 and 1/2 day on chemical defense too. hmm

i went for the recruitment tests for CBRE defense force. Chemical, Biological, Radioactive, Explosion ( if i didnt remember wrong) . i dont mind going there after i pass out from BSLC, that is provided i can make it there. if i go there, life might be better. no more field camps, SOC and others, its nothing but urban. but the training is heard to be tough. anyway the recruitment test last for 3 hours! 7 tests to do. IQ test, maze test, and the blah blah tests. but no worries despite coming back on a sat to do, its over!

happy 20th birthday to u my dear. i hope u had fun. zoo and stuff =)