nothing more than nothing

today is 30th september. firstly, happy anniversary baby =)
im gonna meet her later before i book in later.
book in timing is 2200. so i think its better than in tekong
cos must meet at 7pm like that =(

so, life in sispec isnt that bad
in a sense its pretty relax, at least for now
but its pretty bad cos im in plt 4 so i stay on 5th level
everyday i wake up i see the OCS tower
and bebe jus told me bout his turn out,
turnin my night into a bad one.
but oh well, what to do?

my plt is pretty small, consisting of 37 ppl only initially
then, 7 OOT/OOC, so left with 30
pretty little, how long can we last before we have to close down?
so out of these 30, there are quite some mild obese or obese ppl
our mission there change to "helping them pass"
oh well, as a plt, what to do?

did some physical training at SISPEC in the first week
CPT, SOC, endurance run etc etc
i think monday is going to be IPPT catergorization test.
i hope to do well and try to get a gold at the end of the day
gold is important, i can use it to help in my final hope

i still hope to cross. though, i kinda given up