nothing more than nothing

oh, im on status now. attend C, 2 days unfit for duties

send home to rest and shall book in on thur morning

ferry 0730 back to tekong from SFT

i had diarrhoea since monday morning till now

i shit at least 10 times on the monday itself

today? 7 or 8 times already too

i feel terrible, very weak

when i go to gym on sat i measure i was 67 kg

now im only 61 or 62 kg

damn its 5kg of it lost due to shitting

despite that my stomach is still bloated big

as though there is a twin in my tummy

but im feeling slightly better than yesterday already

hope it will be all fine tomorrow and stop shitting water

oh, did i mention shitting water?

all that come out now is nothing but water

the solid had stop coming out after the 3rd or the 4th

it feel like im peeing via my asshole

i got no appetite for meals and i really wonder if i should drink water

cos im feeling bloated but im releasing alot of water thru shitting

so im quite confused

furthermore the medication is weird

1) charcoal pill -
2) some pills - stop medication if constipation occurs
3) some pills - may cause drowsiness
4) some solution - stop medication if diarrhoea occurs

BUT WTF? im already having diarrhoea

so its contradicting and i wonder if i shd drink

however, fuck it, im still drinking it

and still resting, thus, ciaos