nothing more than nothing

its my dunno how many book out le
im glad to say that im still booking out on fridays and not sats
this week is quite a tedious week
with sit test till wed and 16km road march on book out day

12th sep pop liao, cant wait for it
i feel so hated in the plt
ppl seems to hate me and i really cant take it at times
sibeh sian i dont understand at all
esp now that i hav been named IC
for fuck i be it? gain no shit for that
beh tahan

so how? this coming week ippt and range
im disappointed
i can only pull 6 now and i cant reach 7
so its almost impossible for me to get an 8 for ippt
if i dont get 8 means that i cant get silver
and the chances of me entering ocs had depleted
i cant find much motivation
what can i do?

for the coming week, i have event on sat liao
sat is my gess class gathering
its tentative as for now, as of fh
well, see how lo
think most probably i wil go
i hope it will be an easier week coming up
plt sgt had let his words out by saying we are too slack
and wont hestitate to knock us down in the coming week
i dunno what can i say but suar
let the horse cum
lol

whatever fuck man.
thinking bout army now is quite saddening
furthermore i had to do the "Commanders' Appraisal and Improvement to BMTC"
i dont even know how to start.
fuck man i think i do tml and jus submit any o' how
lol

i watch secret le. i think its nice man
the story contains alot of dept within
alot of surprising twist, and some funny parts
but i quite enjoy the show
to the extend i consider giving a double thumbs up
=D

i dont like using the com at night
fucking hell it is attracting alot of small flying ants
lol they are attracted to the light
but i enjoy holding them by the wing and throwing them away
haha typical saddist.

i was admitted to the teko** medical center on thursday
they fucking hell keep me at the sickbay
cos of diarrhoea?
what the fuck right?
furthermore, i was put on drip
and before they put for me
they actually used a big needle on me
so i ask "why did u use the big one instead of the small ones u have?"
guess what they say?

"OH COS WE LEFT ALOT OF BIG ONES AND THEY WILL EXPIRE SOON"

its a what the fuck case
lol but its ok la
it isnt that painful though its big
i can tahan, or maybe i garang
lol then put drip till at night
then send me back to bunk to rest

today went to alot of places to buy alot of things
first chinatown to get casio watch for 17
then i go to beach road to get all the stuff that i wanna buy
some more personal and some more operational
bought and spend so much money
bought slippers, boxers and many many more
argh

tml have to book in again
they say 7pm shd form up at pasir ris le
so i shd actually leave hs at 5 plus
and the blah the blah the blah
blah blah blah
and then blah blah blah
and blah

im lazy to think thus like that
haha shag cannot think, thats why
shag only can smile. lol
whatever la. jing chong chong chong jing.

tml booking in again. my diarrhoea still quite exist leh

dont care la, dont wanna extend my attend C

so sian, so tml morning must catch 0730 ferry.

actually i not sure of the way there but fuck it lo

jus follow the slip of paper lol

wonder if the training back there is alright

wonder if i missed out alot of important thing

wonder if they cut botak already anot

so many queries but no one is considerate enough to ask

so i dont wanna be thick skin and msg them

fuck it, im gonna be back in tekong tml and be back on sat

till then, see u again.

CIAOS

oh, im on status now. attend C, 2 days unfit for duties

send home to rest and shall book in on thur morning

ferry 0730 back to tekong from SFT

i had diarrhoea since monday morning till now

i shit at least 10 times on the monday itself

today? 7 or 8 times already too

i feel terrible, very weak

when i go to gym on sat i measure i was 67 kg

now im only 61 or 62 kg

damn its 5kg of it lost due to shitting

despite that my stomach is still bloated big

as though there is a twin in my tummy

but im feeling slightly better than yesterday already

hope it will be all fine tomorrow and stop shitting water

oh, did i mention shitting water?

all that come out now is nothing but water

the solid had stop coming out after the 3rd or the 4th

it feel like im peeing via my asshole

i got no appetite for meals and i really wonder if i should drink water

cos im feeling bloated but im releasing alot of water thru shitting

so im quite confused

furthermore the medication is weird

1) charcoal pill -
2) some pills - stop medication if constipation occurs
3) some pills - may cause drowsiness
4) some solution - stop medication if diarrhoea occurs

BUT WTF? im already having diarrhoea

so its contradicting and i wonder if i shd drink

however, fuck it, im still drinking it

and still resting, thus, ciaos

so today is a sunday already. thank goodness i dont have to book in today. i love this long national day break. its fun, long, and good. i had so much free time during this few days. have been gyming and swimming. grew darker and slightly fitter? i dont know but i doubt 2 days of training in gym will have immediate effect. thus i decided that i shall go gym constantly everytime i book out. another precaution for IPPT? maybe.

so im booking in tml morning. not exactly tml morning too. cos we are meeting at SDC at 0800 tml. in long 4 with all the stuff but its alright, cos i still got a sunday empty! really detest army slightly now and how i wish i can continue slacking

went for a basketball session in the morning. was expecting more people as ym said he is getting his SAJC friends down to play too. but in the end he only get xiao gou and the other guy. so we had 6 men but there are extra people playing opposite who joined in and play. there was this french man playing with us and he got this "sha qi" around him. angry aura. lol whatever la. but its so fierce people avoid getting in. he isnt good but jus fierce. aggressive.

ippt is on this coming fri. i wanna book out on fri evening and not sat morning. pray hard man. i not sure if its cat test again or main one. i wanna pull 8 and be done with but im not that strong. im a weakling =(

and whats coming up nx is situational test aka sit test. its going to be interesting and fun. it will feel like a "shortened" field camp but the main features are that it isnt lesson and its with mixed people. hopefully i dont get ppl like leslie. opps i dont mean leslie but i didnt add any bmt ppl online so no one is going to read this post so i think its pretty harmless. LOL

i haven had lunch. maybe green bean soup as lunch isnt that bad. it will be like my lunch for my field camp. green bean soup. lol its good enough liao.

i wan chin chow. LOL

wa. song ah. jus come back from field camp. sibeh huat

i saw fireflies! i saw meteor! other than that i dont know.

days at field camp actually pass fast, real fast

so fast and 6 days is gone

and i haven had a bath for 6 day

powder bath everyday and wearing wet sweaty shirt to lesson

and making the wet shirt drenched

the feeling is fucked up

heat rash pop-ed at the 5th day

thank goodness not on the 1st day like my bunk mate

if not im fucking gonna die. lol

i think field camp is an alright experience

except the digging of shell scrape

its fucked up cos my section is placed at a place filled with roots

big thick juicy fucking roots

so hard to hack and stuff, and even completing

thus there are a handful that fail, and i jus got a pass

below average though, thats what they say

then i think commanders are actually ok la

except the main one, abit unexpected mood swing-er

lol

other than that i think army life is ok

im adapting well, without much complains

learning to ren qi tun shen


tml is national day

wanna watch tv or either go eat with bebe and ty

haven seen them for very long and shd meet them soon

hoho gays.


yay mission accomplished

quite happy, quite proud

but quite lost too.

its filled with crap but fuck it

why bother? live wiht it




fire fly are a beauty