nothing more than nothing

im asleep, im awake.
its 4.13am right now.
i woke up when im asleep
its bout time that my new nightmare begins

suddenly it became a nightmare.
it strike too fast to handle
im almost lost
not only my hair is, i am too

and yay i did it.
and no it cant be
things wont be the way it is before
fuck this shit screw that thing
why? darn
disappointed lo

on thur we went eating at seoul garden marina
me joel noel gf zy and gt
we had joy we had fun we had oil all over us
zy did the punishment and OH that was it
that was the coolest thing ive seen.

friday the 13.
things are going dirty
its not happening the way i want
i cant deny but its a bad day for me
i cant get anything in the right way

tick tack tick tack.
im running out of time already.
army awaits me like some mother fucking thing
im scared, excited
other feelings include disappointment and confusion.
why?

fuck it. screw that shit. can u afford to blow this up bitch? are u that daring?
(thats for myself. dont think too much. haha!)

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