nothing more than nothing

today is sunday already. its 10.10 now. i actually thought of going to gym and swim again this morning but my muscle is aching. it isnt aching that much yesterday but it is now so i decided to forgo my training.

so, its sunday alreadyy. i have to book in later. i think i will have to leave my house at 630 or 645 to go pasir ris to take the shuttle bus to the terminal to catch the ferry. ah. so fast. sianz. cant i jus rest at home for another day? =(

fuck it lo. lol. later its time for me to do some last bit of shopping. JUNKIES! junk food and junk food! i gonna bring in tons of them! haha.

yesterday went beach road already. bought all the necccessary army stuff already. i think i got everything le. i THINk la. haha. i took my bro's admin and pt shirts. that is for me to wear if any shit case happens, like insufficient clothes or smth like that.

i dunno what more to post. moo. ciaos

yay i book out quite early today. since we stay in the fucking ulu rocky hill camp we have to take a tonner to ladang camp. turn right on the exit and go onto tekong highway, turn left into apache and cookhouse 1 and opposite is the medical center. lol i heard this crap shit at least 2 to 3 times a day. haha crap. but we finish our standby area at 4+ then settle into tonner at 5 plus. reach back singapore at 7 or so then reach back home and enjoy a fucking good kfc.

army life is inconsistent. in between there were a couple of days that seems like its fucking everyone up then these few days we are bored to death. the commanders too, thus asking us to pick up dried leaves which i think is relatively dumb. the next day, its covered with leaves again.

fuck it army is quite scary. any wrong thing could end up being confined for a weekend. if worse, will be send to DB. my friend misfired at IMT luckily. he was asked to do guard duty for a night. i cant imagine if he does so at live round. its going to be a fucking nightmare if thats the case. DB

the place seems to want me to be fat as usual. stuffing us with 3 meal a day with a night snack, i dont see any possibility of me slimming down. so i believe its up to myself now to slim down. and i need to fucking swim as i failed my swimming test. HAHA LAUGH OUT LOUD guys, im used to it in my platoon already. anyway i guess tml is a lil gym cum swimmin session or run cum swimming. im not sure yet. but im probably fucking myself up by wearing myself out.

tml have to go beach road get some things for army. field camp is coming up nx week. things are going too soon. ippt is coming in weeks time. im afraid i will fail my ippt due to pullups. fuck man i need at least 8 now. best is i can achieve 10 but it seems relatively tough. if only ippt is like the rest of the test, that amount of slackness will be cool.

but i think so far life in tekong is fine. nothing unusual, thats good. nothing bad happen to me, thats good too. jus that i wonder if it is my temper that is bad or others. hope everything goes fine and i can go OCS. i dont wanna go sispec though the video looks cool. lol its liar liar pants on fire.

its only hours away.
so..

U CAN SUCK MY DICK IF U DONT LIKE
MY SHIT

ciaos people. take care everyone
think of me that bit
fuck me up that bit too
see me as a mother fucking botak soon
see u ppl once i book out.
i shall see who ask me out first and thus
how i arrange my mother fucknig schedule

fuck this sht im going in
army army army
im startin to feel excited
cant wait to see myself botak

ok people. c i a o s

im asleep, im awake.
its 4.13am right now.
i woke up when im asleep
its bout time that my new nightmare begins

suddenly it became a nightmare.
it strike too fast to handle
im almost lost
not only my hair is, i am too

and yay i did it.
and no it cant be
things wont be the way it is before
fuck this shit screw that thing
why? darn
disappointed lo

on thur we went eating at seoul garden marina
me joel noel gf zy and gt
we had joy we had fun we had oil all over us
zy did the punishment and OH that was it
that was the coolest thing ive seen.

friday the 13.
things are going dirty
its not happening the way i want
i cant deny but its a bad day for me
i cant get anything in the right way

tick tack tick tack.
im running out of time already.
army awaits me like some mother fucking thing
im scared, excited
other feelings include disappointment and confusion.
why?

fuck it. screw that shit. can u afford to blow this up bitch? are u that daring?
(thats for myself. dont think too much. haha!)

C I A O S

this morning i went to play ball again
with our click and ym's click
its fun and yet challenging.
his friends are a bunch of funny people.
bloody jokers all of them
i missed those days and im kinda jealous
cos they can have so much fun while we cant
darn but having fun this weekend is good enough

im watchin deathnote again.
i watched till ep 10 in yesterday
its nice and i think i can finish it in the coming 2 or 3 days
hoho how fake is it
how can such happen?

anyway anyway happy live earth day
though im already 1 day late
the tv programe is packed
i wanna watch all but i cant
its playing for uber long hour
yesterday 7pm til today dunno what time
i love some of the stars
im glad i caught linkin park being starred
other than that i saw

black eye peas
snoop dogg
alicia keys
LINKIN PARK

god linkin park is great. and i love it.

and time flies.
wonder how tiem get past so fast
im left with a week left already
or actually less than 1 now
i cant imagine life in NS
but i can pressume i wont hate life in there
its going to be a brand new experience
and yea, thats it
im enlisting this sat, 14th july

remember it. remember me. hoho

in the end, this was the phone i got. samsung x160. i had copied some of the features. take a look


i got it for 130 bucks with a year warranty. i think its a fair value for it lor. i dont wanna walk longer to look for a cheaper flip phone. there are cheaper phones but i want a FLIP PHONE! i wan flip flip flip. lol and so i got it . MOO yay

so shagged. bought so many things recently and my poor ass wallet going to be low. i've got almost everything needed already so im almost done. but i still owe her 30 bucks. and i have to get alarm clock again. darn. the alarm i bought my mum took it. she said the alarm is nice and loud, but now, she complains bout it so they not going to use the alarm function. so its like what the *censor*. bo bian who call that cute aunty to be my mum? ..

i haven run for days. and im trying not to run anymore! haha. they are cutting short the amount of time i spend on my bed. im getting real tired recently due to this running and irregular sleeping time. its very tiring one. argh

they finally change the winning eleven that got problem. and i bought a lot more things online lately. i bought deathnote anime, and also a belt. waiting for them to arrive only. hoho. belt belt belt i love it (i think). its gonna be preeetty.