Sunday, March 25, 2007
shit happens at work. i got scolding twice. fcuk. aiya i dunno wat the fuck i gotta say. i dunno how u feel too. i read your blog, because i feel that u received shit. i cant say i know how u feel, but definitely fucked up.
that chap who said that, we all know he is a fucker and certainly a direct one. i really wonder if the decision to ask u to work with me is correct. i wondered for awhile already.
initially i thought we could earn money together. with heavy working hours and loads (supposingly), we are supposed to be buried under work and earn money at the same time. yea i know before hand that i will get shit, maybe it didnt turn out pleasant. i aint sure bout it. at work, i feel that im being make used of. but at the same time, im afraid u might think i am making use of u too, cuz i keep asking u to take things for me. i dunno, i aint psychic, i cant read mind. i need to know things, but i cant find a way to know. so back to the same o' point,
FUCK WORK
friends? do we really regard each other as friends? everyone? who shares secret? who share times together as friends? do i still have friend? some true friend? yea, who are my best friends? ray? ty? bebe? and her? im not sure if they consider me so but i surely do consider them as true/best friend. but in fact, how well do i actually know them? i actually think that i dun know them well at all. fuck. how true friends are true friends? am i true friend to any one? im not sure.
everyone keeps their own secret. will i say my secret once people ask? am i only waiting for people to ask for my secrets? anyway, what secret do i have? i also dunno. when u ask me, i will say? i think i will. as long as u bother to ask, bother to listen, i think i will share. how many of u are willing to share your secret with me?
ps: i am tired. its 2:52 am now. i got no england match to watch and im pissed. im disappointed with myself, as much as im angry with myself. is it all my fault in fact?
that chap who said that, we all know he is a fucker and certainly a direct one. i really wonder if the decision to ask u to work with me is correct. i wondered for awhile already.
initially i thought we could earn money together. with heavy working hours and loads (supposingly), we are supposed to be buried under work and earn money at the same time. yea i know before hand that i will get shit, maybe it didnt turn out pleasant. i aint sure bout it. at work, i feel that im being make used of. but at the same time, im afraid u might think i am making use of u too, cuz i keep asking u to take things for me. i dunno, i aint psychic, i cant read mind. i need to know things, but i cant find a way to know. so back to the same o' point,
FUCK WORK
friends? do we really regard each other as friends? everyone? who shares secret? who share times together as friends? do i still have friend? some true friend? yea, who are my best friends? ray? ty? bebe? and her? im not sure if they consider me so but i surely do consider them as true/best friend. but in fact, how well do i actually know them? i actually think that i dun know them well at all. fuck. how true friends are true friends? am i true friend to any one? im not sure.
everyone keeps their own secret. will i say my secret once people ask? am i only waiting for people to ask for my secrets? anyway, what secret do i have? i also dunno. when u ask me, i will say? i think i will. as long as u bother to ask, bother to listen, i think i will share. how many of u are willing to share your secret with me?
ps: i am tired. its 2:52 am now. i got no england match to watch and im pissed. im disappointed with myself, as much as im angry with myself. is it all my fault in fact?
// posted by Pang Boon Peng @ Sunday, March 25, 2007 
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