nothing more than nothing

haiz. i think im too stressed up recently. im sorry i lost myself just now. i think im losing it already. haiz. but u know the reason why it happened that way, u know them. i felt like so useless again. i feel like this all the time. never is bp as strong as he used to be. he is not the same guy anymore. he cant stand anymore. nevermind. i still have one last shot, valentine's day.