nothing more than nothing

days waited: 12

i had been tinking. does violent solve tings?i had consulted ppl, they say no. i believe so after awhile. violence doesnt solve anything, they create more in fact. i had to be sensible. i shall not result to violence. its just, not me. as i had always said, IM A PEACE LOVER =)

anyway, today went to play ball in sch. hadnt been enjoying tings though im laughing. den we wash in sch, den went to watch soccer at kallang stadium. first time watched live. i miss her, i would want to bring her along if she is stil with me. i miss her so. anyway singapore won 2-1 despite playing like shit in second half. its thank to a doubtful penalty. thais are behaving quite loser. no offence, but in that game, the players did behave so.

walked to esplanade from kallang, miss walking with her, singing her song. along the way, i try to put tings in a piece. there are still many missing piece, and each hurts and cut into my heart. its hurting, but im risking. im gonna wait, hopefullly till a day, we are back tgt, or till i drop.