nothing more than nothing

i dunno wat kinda life im having now..they wan me to work cuz im wasting too much money on too much shit..now they are objecting to me going to work..but i dun gif a f...as in..i dont give a damn.. going interview tml..if ok den work full shift in holiday..sch start continue working on some days...thats what im intending to do..i will try to keep monday..tuesday and thursday for her..hopefully i can..if not at least some more days..i think i haven been doing well as a bf..well..i dunno...nvm...its ok..jus go interview and most prob wil get the job according to ots..there is a deal i had with them..to get all pass for my final year..and well done and claps for my sis..who keeps pouring cold water on me..very cold..i can feel them..so sacarstic...so ruthless..its ok..i dont need her to live my life...i wil live mine..for my sake...my future..and her..aft i got work i can buy more things for them..i can do more things..so..i will have to start planning..bout my future..

other than that..acty today we are suppose to go ubin..but due to bad weather..we keep delayin till 1 pm before we set off to sentosa..along the way ots join us...move on with us with his 6 gear ginori..which..turn out being a piece of trash..anyway as it goes on...we were there..nice scenary...doing nothing but cycling..so many "mountains" to conquer...no cramp..jus shag..but fun ya..well..though ubin shd b better..den we move on..blah blah...ts drop his spects..smash his bike..ray smash his body..everybody tired and shag after that..den saw ty the silver clown..den go cycle to orchard den come home..time to rest..tomorrow is interview day..its the day