nothing more than nothing

ok my leaves or offs are coming to a close now. so how many days did i go back? 4 half days, adding up to 2 days. can i claim OIL? most probably not. well thats my life and i hate to say but i had given up trying to create my life. my life? wait for ORD, 5 more months. just bear with it.

went singing with my engineer friends. not alot of ppl but havent seen them for ages and we chatted like mad. my throat is gone cos of the late night supper at mac yesterday plus my initial sorethroat/cough. so it worsen so much that i go off tune every now and then. after just 2 or 3 hours and im a goner

so 2008 is coming. new year, new wishes. i wish

- this crap bn ORDS right away so i have less trouble and more peace

- ord function money comes in fast and smooth without any errors/ hiccups so i dont have to fork out my own money to cover for the deficit

- more chillout sessions with ETI friends so we can keep in touch even after we commission. yes to rank, no to friend dont apply to me

- and many more. secrets. shh

u are miracly fuck up. just how many times must u call me back? dont u know that im on leave? stop saying whatever crap that u have to do that to, cos u are smart enough to sign on.

IM NOTHING BUT AN NSF! wake up your idea. stop being an ass

randomisation

part 1: charges

now thinking back, seemingly wallaby seems to be much more peaceful and problem-less. coming back from wallaby, im back to the pathetic state i was before going australia. facing all extremes, even being charged earlier today

"2lt pang, you have been charged for ******** according to act ***.

2lt pang, you have been charged for ******** according to act ***."

this line was repeated twice! cos i was charged for 2 separate events. details, please spare me. i will go bonkers saying it again and again. the punishment is, 300 bucks for each offence. i have to pay 600!

other than that, my SDO is actually not my CO but my BDE comd! so crazy. cats start barking and dogs start meowing. bull shit.


part 2: basketball

i realised something, watching, playing, and liking are not link. no doubt they can be linked but at the start state, no there is no linkage at all.

i love basketball. but when i play earlier in the night, i felt like im like income tax, a 20% liability to the company. i keep giving away ball, missing wide open ball, doing all sort of nonsense. just what the hack is happening? why cant i play properly, seriously? at the end of the day it just voice down to the inner self beneath the skin. the guy behind the skkin cant make it.

part 3: ORD

back to work again. being automatically put in as a treasurer is a bullshit chore for me. im going back to camp every morning to work as though i had never apply leave and cant take any break. these guys are out to kill me. i cant survive, not meant to.

so many issues to settle, at least i settled 60%. still got 2 side i cant settle. one totally ignoring me today and the other cant meet me to sort it out today. im so helpless, stuck nowhere. stupid assistant is not of any help sometime i wish i ask her to FOAD (if any of my irc friends still remember this famous line).

this is bullshit

part 4: xmas

at least xmas is coming. wish u guys all happy xmas, while i know mine is fucked, screwed, and whatever term u may use, please use. jus say it out at the tagger man. fuck up

presents! yay! but im not exactly the present-y guy cos i haven been receiving much present even for my birthday too. so seriously, its the last thing that will probably thrill me. alright, i take back my words. i will love u deep deep if u gimme lots of money, best if can cover the 600 fucking bucks. screw this xmas.

men and commanders, go ahead and ORD

leave me back and rot to death. (chao kan @$!P$&*&$!@#&*&*$)^$$()!&@$8^)

conclusion

im wondering if i should blame my luck. or maybe since the start i shouldnt have crossed over already. just pushing your luck uh? now its time to pay. u are fucking goner asshole.

PANG BOON PENG U FUCKER!

the marathon result is out!

damn i did damn badly thanks to the god damn stomachache that just wont stop haunting me. it hurts so badly i keep walking and even terence overtake me. lol opps i dont mean sacarsm. haha. even teckseng commented after looking at my time. haha jialat

still thinking bout participating in others. this is regret man. should take full marathon since it cost only slightly more PLUS u get the shirt. idiot lo.

sian. now its back to stay in days already. i dont really wanna go back camp to have this kinda life.


SIAN LA

so, hi people. whats up with you guys?

LEC SAS course is all bout finish. a super book out course. if only im posted to 2PDF i will be so happy cos its gonna be more accessible to my house than my current camp. i love west side, definitely more than east. haha. and tomorrow is our POP! POP LO! throw beret/ jungle hat/ jockey cap or whatsoever. finish LO!

after which i will take a lift to go collect my racepack for the half marathon standard chartered. im wondering if i really can do it. im like so fat now, 72 KG for 170CM?! my stomach is obstructing the way already! its big, fat, and bulging. GOD!

so blah blah blah, blah blah blah

i actually cant wait to run. cos everyday after i come back from camp i feel like running but i will tend to bath first and after which i will be too laazy to run.

grr

i dont care la

I JUST NEED TO SLIM DOWN!