Friday, August 29, 2008
shit man. what kinda life am i exactly having now? im so pissed with the life im having with. sometimes i just shit there and feel like fucking every single fuck shit i can find.
i cant do this anymore. its not what i expect. why am i the only person whom didnt get what i want man. didnt i make it clear i wanna get a slack job after the D-day?
and damn cant even apply leave after wallaby? god 3 weeks of leave + off for every one else except me and some other unfortunates. how could this happen to me?
i grew to become really grumpy recently. starts nagging and nagging. and i cant remember things. and i cant listen although i am awake. if not, i would be asleep.
2 whole days of listening to 3 fellows stand outside talking among themselves. wow. how nice.
im feeling screwed. i need to get a meaning to my life. whats my life about? how can i maximise it so i wont feel like this?
i cant do this anymore. its not what i expect. why am i the only person whom didnt get what i want man. didnt i make it clear i wanna get a slack job after the D-day?
and damn cant even apply leave after wallaby? god 3 weeks of leave + off for every one else except me and some other unfortunates. how could this happen to me?
i grew to become really grumpy recently. starts nagging and nagging. and i cant remember things. and i cant listen although i am awake. if not, i would be asleep.
2 whole days of listening to 3 fellows stand outside talking among themselves. wow. how nice.
im feeling screwed. i need to get a meaning to my life. whats my life about? how can i maximise it so i wont feel like this?
Saturday, August 09, 2008
IE to say, its going to be the end of the NDP period. which means that thats the end of the relax time with a rather long weekend. well what more we can expect? lets just enjoy the show tomorrow.
i bought luozhixiang concert dvd earlier today. i watched the disc 1 and it is rather nice, although not as splendid as leehom's concert. the part bout his family is rather touching. my bro's gf watched and i think she cried. its how touching it is.
ya so, 4NTM is going to come. my field pack is not yet pack. grr think have to pack it this week already, bo bian. irritated. those ppl fail cct have to go for retest and me being the cct POC and in charge, have to be there during the conduct of lessons, thus burning 2 of my OILs. idiiot. suck thumb. grrr
i dunno what to think bout the coming weeks. going to get shag, dirty and everything. tekong, centaur and seahawk. then wallaby. ok la. fuck it. let the horse come
i bought luozhixiang concert dvd earlier today. i watched the disc 1 and it is rather nice, although not as splendid as leehom's concert. the part bout his family is rather touching. my bro's gf watched and i think she cried. its how touching it is.
ya so, 4NTM is going to come. my field pack is not yet pack. grr think have to pack it this week already, bo bian. irritated. those ppl fail cct have to go for retest and me being the cct POC and in charge, have to be there during the conduct of lessons, thus burning 2 of my OILs. idiiot. suck thumb. grrr
i dunno what to think bout the coming weeks. going to get shag, dirty and everything. tekong, centaur and seahawk. then wallaby. ok la. fuck it. let the horse come
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