nothing more than nothing

a new year a brand new beginning? is it gonna be the case? hope so!

this new year, i dont expect it to be an excellent year, just make it a problem less year. problem LESS and not problem-less. the different is i expect problem but not big and many. then pass exam go army chiong. chiong le come out another year le. like that would be great.

may all of u enjoy a great new year countdown and celebration! (while i slp and watch tv at home)

BICYCLE-LESS

FOR EVERYBODYS INFORMATION:

the below entry is true, to my bike. the feelings aint as exaggerating, jus bragging. please dont come to me and console me or kick a fuss bout it. its just meant to be a LOL for me and a WTF for u.

thank u

to: my dear wife

hi, im glad im with u before. i really love u so much. we took so much to be together. but now, im sorry but i have to let u go

remember the first time we met? it was awesome. u wasnt as great as it is now but i transformed u into how great it is now. remember all the great memories we have together? regardless of rain or shine. i love u so much. we been to so many nice places, with esplanade as our favourite.

but over time, our time being together had drastically decrease. it is due to my busy schedule and so on. furthermore, we dont live together or near. it was quite far actually. i had no time to go and take u out, or even interact with u. i miss u so and i bet u did too. but missing doesnt means anything, i guess u know that too.

today will be and is the day i let u go. i am sad and u will be too. its not within my control. u cant provide me with what i want. i need more than the basic needs. i want more from u. better performance, more daring acts. maybe i didnt give u the time to change to be what i want. i seriously need a better u but u cant give. so i had to go for another. im sorry. i dont mean to be this kinda people.

im sorry,
my bicycle

today is the last paper! and well, a crap paper too. finish in 1/2 hour just to hear to cannot leave after 1/2 hour. complete turn off la. bloody tay ah bee.zz

finish test le then go play pool at bukit timah. spend 3 hours there wasting time. haven played for too long and feel and looked like a noob. god DAMN it

after which, we proceed on to, well, prawning. we PRAWN for PRAWN in the PRAWN PRAWING POND. another 3 hours wasted, with only 1 prawn caught, by 5 people. what the FUCK?

had been pondering for very long. it seems like my friends are decreasing over the years. gess people gone, scout people gone, basketball people gone, chill out people gone, cycling people gone. am i not good at maintaining friendship? i know they are out there in some certain corner just like roaches but i hate roaches. no link. nevermind. just feeling how i felt since.. perhaps 2 years ago?

today AFA fucked me up. right up from my ass. i felt good when im doing my Forex but it turn my day 180 when i looked into cash flow. the same shit killed me. it seems harder than ever. maybe i did not grow as smart or as good as i thought. some times i really wonder, maybe i only am a quick witted person, or a smart person. i think none is. LOL

today went to her house. i was fucking tired. slack around eat play computer watch tv and that is the end of the day. got back home. sleep. wake up online then cycle, sleep. wake up again. and sitting dumb-dumbly in front of computer talking to a monitor. D U M B


Q: how do u know which part of a worm is the head?
A: tickle the center of the body

tomorrow afa. i had studied alot of it. till my eyes pain and head swelling. hope i can get through it with not much problem. i dont aim for A or B man, just gimme a pass and i will be over the moon the sun the star. fine. gonna get some sleep and wake up early to study again. then after tomorrow, it will be left with a muthafu**** module. f*** it. damn dumb module.

ITS ALL OVER THEN!

only left a few hours before my first common ttest paper, which is pmkt. it sucks man. had been studying for the entire day. gone through a couple of times but hopefully i can remember. i still had chapter 4 to go and im losing my concentration like a mad cow. tv is showing the award thing and i tink rui en sucks and i think xiang yun is aunty. despite that, they still get it..anyway wasnt my business, must be back to study right NOW!

napfa is coming in less than 1 mth. i must start training in the holiday la. fattening day today. ate too much JUNK

today i brought my mum and dad to vivo city. i went to do some deal for yahoo auctions before bringing them there. they had an arguement days back. so glad that they are okay already, though i aint the one who makes them okay again. my dad is the one being apologetic first. its a good thing, at least to be able to throw the man pride aside.

then i brought them to vivo. they wont shop at other shops so i just brought them to giant. if i go with them to other stores, they wil just expect me to shop and ask them to pay. i think i might be old enough to save and buy for myself, so i didnt go with them to other stores. at giant bought alot of junks again. and after that we went to eat at the food court. very expensive eh =S

then go home was late for the show "hua wu que yu xiao yu er". but well, its a good day. have not been spending that much time with them since i grew older. have not bring them out for very long too. so i had a great time too

im thinking that im gonna change a bike soon. wondering if i should...MMM

im sorry..

im sorry im not pretty enough for you..... really..

today i didn't go sch. i stayed at hm to study until..ard 3. and then i got ready to go to clementi to take train with dar to kallang..

we were so early la..lols..walked for quite awhile and still couldnt find a macdonalds. so we just sat at 7-11 eating cup noodles. after that, we went in. bottles of water also not allowed..this is really weird la. anyways, we have a free goodie pack. :D theres like some red things when u blow it, then hit together will make sound..like NDP. and a light stick thingy. it has batt. and changes colour..

anyways, the older man sang first. the only song i knew was, 1 night in beijing. LOL..and then ping guan came on stage. and i only knew 1 song he sang. after him was MAYDAY! wu yue tian. i guess i rougly know two of their songs. i guess. lols.. then we left, took 16, dropped off at cityhall, and i took 502 hm..reched hm ard 12 plus.. so tired. o.o

but quite an experience la. lotsa older people went. uncles, aunties, i saw some grandparents there too. interesting ehh..